Day Two

To be completely honest with you, I've typed this paragraph 3 times, only to backspace it all over again. It's only day two and I didn't feel like posting tonight, but I press on. My mind is muddled with tears, and I'm weary over again.

I just came from LeAnna's day two post, and related to too much of it after this evening I've had. Right now the pain is too near, and it's too late, to share in depth.
But one thing I am thankful for, is that I know Immanuel is with me. And that is enough, no matter how much this hurts. No matter what this world threatens, or what even He gives and takes away, His being with me is enough. Because I have this assurance that I'm loved by this One--that when everything else in this world fails me--HIS LOVE WILL STAND.

So I cling to this tonight, this something that is all I know right now. And like little Jaelyn there, I long to curl into His lap in a rest that doesn't come from physical (or even spiritual) sleep. But from leaning not on my own understanding, and TRUSTING HIM WITH ALL MY HEART.